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ii CAN`tt bELiEVEE iM GRAdUAtiNG iN LESS tHANN 2 M0NtHS !!! H0LY SHiTHEADDDD IM FUCKINNN LEAViNGG VICT0RYY AND N0T C0MINGG BACKKK =)
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[02 Feb 2006|09:35am] |
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TEN FIRSTS:
1. First Best Friend? GAbRiELLA
2. First Hamster? NEVER hAd 0NEE
3. First Piercing? EAR$s
4. First high school crush? i d0N`t REMEMbERR i`VEE SAiD S0 MANYY
5. First CD? bACkStREEt b0YS
6. First Car? d0N`t hAVE 0NEE YET..BY tHE SUMMERR
7. First Love? dEREk jEtERR
8. First Stuffed Animal? tEddY bEAR fR0M MY PARENt$
9. First Concert? like a show? bSb C0NCERt
10. First Time Drunk? A C0UPLEE yEARS AG0
NINE LASTS:
1. Last Beverage? diEt C0kEE
2. Last Vehicle Ride? tUESdAYY
3. Last Movie Seen in theaters? ChEAPERR bY tHE d0ZENN
4. Last Phone Call? AdAM
5. Last CD Played? A MiX
6. Last Bubble Bath? hMM liKEE A tW0 dAY$ AG0
7. Last Time You Cried? YEStERDAYY =(
8. Last Kiss? LEE lEEE...mWAAA*
9. Last Concert You Attended? bSb
EIGHT HAVE YOU EVERS:
1. Have you ever dated? 0BVi0USLY
2. Have you ever been arrested? ALM0St
3. Have you ever skinny dipped? N0t yEtt
4. Have you ever been on TV? NEW$ 12
5. Have you ever kissed someone and regretted it? N0PEE
6. Have you ever had a sex dream about someone you knew? 0OhH yEAA
7. Have you ever been sent to the emergency room? yESS
8. Have you ever been in a fist fight? 0NCEE
SEVEN THINGS YOU'RE WEARING:
1. bRA
2. tH0NGG
3. SHiRT
4. SWEAtERR 0N t0P
5. jEAN$
6. S0CkS
7. Sh0ES
SIX THINGS YOU'VE DONE TODAY:
1. W0kEE UPP @t 6AM
2. AtEEE AtEE AtEE
3. t00k tHE bUS t0 SCH00L
4. tAlKED t0 t0MM
5. AND MARkk
6. WAStED MY tiME iN C0MPUtERR CLASS
FIVE FAVORITE THINGS IN NO ORDER:
1. b0YS
2. dEREk jEtERR [YANKEE$]
3. tAC0 bELL
4. R00t bEER
5. MUSiC
FOUR PEOPLE YOU CAN TELL ANYTHING TO:
1. AdAM
2. ANNMARiEE
3. dAN
4. R0SAbETH
THREE CHOICES:
1. eat or drink: EAt
2. blonde or brunette: bRUNEttEE
3. pink or black: bLACkk
TWO THINGS YOU WANT TO DO BEFORE YOU DIE:
1. gET mARRiED
2. hAVE KiDS
ONE THING YOU REGRET:
1. n0tHiNGG
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| WANNA SEE MY bALL0N$ NiCCAhHh =) |
[18 Jan 2006|08:55am] |
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wow i definitly forgot about this damnn journal thing...hmm let`s see i`m in computer class with caitie motherfuckinn lee..chea mangg* love that biznatchhh..she's my hoee and noone elses`... no one`s in school cuz the weather`s bad and whatnot..speaking of school..i`m just tired of being here..no motivation or as enoch would say no inspiration..same shnozz but whatever..i just dont wanna be here..but whatever...i got less thann 5 months to go and ima bizounce from thiss shit...*tear*
this past weekendd was shit..in a good way..first time i slept overr rosey`$s house in years..i got to spend time with my iTChES and my babyy <3 werd that`s cheese
& my heart goes out to the one who can make me [laugh] when i don't even want to smile
hehe..i`m in love =)
yea andd i cant wait for this weekend..i feel like its gonna be a good one..
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| tRUtH iS i`VE NEVERR FALLEN S0 HARD <3* |
[15 Nov 2005|09:45pm] |
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WUtTT MY bDAY iS iN 2 dAY$S..i`LL BE SEVENTEEN BiZNATCHHES S0 i EXPECTT A HAPPY biRTHDAYY fR0M ALL Y0U fELL0WW LJerSs...l0l
bESiDES tHAt..i REALLY CAN`T C0MPLAiN AB0UT liFEE..i THiNK AB0UTT H0WW
THiNGS HAVE CHANGEDD AND SHiTT LiKEE THAT..BUT iT ALL HAPPENS F0R A
REAS0N..THERE ARE PLENTY 0F FRiENDSHiPS THAT HAVE G0NE T0 SHiTT F0R
WHAT EXACTLY??? ..iM N0T G0NNA LiEE i MiSS iT AND iT SUCKS..BUT AT THE
SAME TiMEE..iT`S LESS DRAMA..CUZ M0ST 0F THESE GRl`S 0NLY THiNK 0F
THEMSELVES AND THiNK T00 HiGHlY 0F THEMSELVES..S0O iN C0NCLUSi0NN
SH0VEE Y0URR C0CKY ATTiTUDES UPP Y0URR ASS AND iF Y0UU THiNK i
CAREE...TRUTH iS..i D0NT! i`VE MET S00 MANY NEW PE0PLEE iN THE
LAST C0UPLE M0NTHS AND i W0NDERED H0W i EVER LiVED WiTH0UT THEMM..i
L0VEE MY FRiENDS WiTHH ALL 0F MY HEART Y0U ALL KN0W WH0 Y0U AREE...
AS F0RR MY l0VE liFEE..iT`S PERFECTT..i`M iN L0VE WiTHH A RETARDD BUT
iT`S THE L0VE WE FEEL THAT C0UNTS =)..i THiNK 0F HiM EVERY SEC0NDD 0F
EVERY MiNUTE 0F EVERY H0URR 0F THE DAYYY..hE MAKES ME
SMiLEE..LAUGH..EVERYTHiNGG..i C0ULDN`T ASK F0RR M0REE..THiS iS THE
FiRST TiMEE THAT i FEEL S0 SECUREE AB0UTT A B0YFRiENDD..iTS AMAZiNGG.i
CAN`T SEE MYSELF WiTH0UTT HiMM...i L0VEE HiMMM GUYS =)
THiNGS WiTHH MY M0M SEEM T0 BE GETTiNGG BETTERR CUZZ WE ACTUALLY TALK
N0WW..MAYBE THAT`S WHYY SHiTT WAS KiNDAA BUMPYY WiTH HERR!! DURR S0 SHE
HASS ME 0N L0CKD0WNN.. bUT SHE LETS ME SEE ADAMM AND HANG 0UTT WiTHH MY
iTCHES..l0l..THiNGS WiTH MY DAD ARE jUSTT....0OKAYY!?!
YEA S0 WE NEED MRS.LYNCH BACKK..BADLY..i MiSS HERRR AND 0UR SCH00L iS 0UT 0F C0NTR0L! kEEPP HERR iN Y0URR PRAYERS AS WELL!!
ANDD F0R THE FiRST TiMEE..i FEEL BEAUTiFUL..N0T iN A C0NCEiTED WAYY BUT i FEEL C0NFiDENT....iM L0ViNG iT..
L0VE Y0UU ALL <33*
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[19 Oct 2005|07:56pm] |
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iS iT ME 0R ARE tHESE RELiGi0N 0UTLiNES P0iNTLESS AND A WASTE 0F 0UR TiME [?]
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| WE`RE jUST S0O DAMNN CHEVi0US T0GETHERR <3* |
[17 Oct 2005|08:21pm] |
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yeoo i totally forgot about this journal and it's been wayy too long
since i`ve updated..what`s been going on??? uhh not muchh..school`s
just school..it`s getting crazy cause of all this college shitt but
it`s okayy it`ll be overr soon [(hopefully)] && i jUST l0VE MR.REGAN...G0SHHH HE`S jUST S0 AD0RABLE =]
seniorr year has been pretty good yet at the same time has been
shitty...it`s feels that i completely wasted my time waiting for this
year to come when the person you spent planning it isnt there by your
side..you know exactly who you are...and it`s not the whole " i don`t
wanna be your friend" thing that gets to me..it`s the fact that ppl
think we fought when we didn`t and i supposedly changed when i haven`t
...i`m the same person that i was 3 months ago..if you honestly think that i don`t wanna be your friend..then you know shit about me..i`m
not gonna sit here and beg for you to forgive me when i don`t even know
what i`m supposed to be sorry about..go ahead and tell ppl that i`m
completely guilty for ruining our friendship but in reality it takes
two to fucking ruin some shit like that...i don`t wanna throw away
everything just like that but if it floats your boat darling then i
guess that`s what we`ll have to do but don`t go thinking i don`t want
to be cool with you again..i just wanna dead everything and not have to
worry about a thingg but whateverrr
other than that i can`t complain about life..i`M S0O FUCKiNG iN L0VEE..it
feels like i`ve known him foreverr and we`re just going on our second
monthh anniversaryy...WHATT!!!..he`s makes me soo happy and i can
honestly say for the first time that i`m the happiest everr..he`s
perfect..everything i could ever ask for in a guy..it`s funny how
everyone was just like watch out amy..or he's a dirtbag or an
asshole..but he's nothing like that and if it keeps going the way it
is..we`ll last for a long time..i just love him and i can`t see myself
without him...all i need is him and im fucking complete..between him caitie rosey liz and my otherr lil nigglets and my family
i just need them and be happily ever afterr..he proved to me that all
guys arent the same and im soo in love with him..no doubt..
*L0VE* sighs
<3*
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| HE*$s 0FFiCiALLY 0N MY $HitLiSt G0DDAMMiT =[ |
[03 Sep 2005|08:24pm] |
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yooo school starts in a couple days..im excited cuz well we're seniors
and im dying to seee everyone..but its sad to know that its our last
septemberr togetherr but hey lets make it our best year yet..i hope i
have a good schedule!!!
the past weeks have been pretty good..hung out mostly with caitie rosey liz and my twat adam..dick&twat forever..i mean seriously whats a twat with a dick! haha what a retarrrrrd..so you can say ive moved on from suwing..kinda
sorta..its hard but whatever..i tried so hard to make it work..i
spilled my heart out to the boy but i guess my words meant shit to him
or atleast thats what it seemed...i really love him..ive never denied
that and i never will..maybe as time goes by everything will fix itself
but whateverr im sticking with adam..who i miss soo freakin much..that twat..yeaa thats about it...tomorrow im going out withh danny&chenin&cassie..cant wait..anywho let me goo talk to andres&liz
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| i THiNk iM FALLiNG HEAD 0VER HEEL$ f0R THiS 0NE |
[23 Aug 2005|06:45pm] |
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ahhhh soo yesterday me&rosey went back to herr house for liz*$z birthday..haha lots of shit happened with ralph but whateverr..go suck a fuck instead of fucking yelling @ me for some stupid ass shit..after that whole incident caitie came overr and then we chilled withh joey keffa$ nicole and chris..we just talked and thenn andres came overr..hott =]...umm thenn jenna came over with nick jose daniel and adam =]...they got drunk but i didnt...be proud! we talked about all of our depressing lives and when i looked at adam, tears
were coming down his eyes..he's going throught alot of shit and i know
he can pull through it..he just has to keep his head up like
always..its really hard losing friends because of someone's choice of
driving while being drunk..it makes you wonder..could it happen to me?
of course it can..to anyone*anywhere*anytime..nothing
is wrong with drinking..there's always gonna be occasions where you're
gonna end up drinking for the hell of it..BUT its up to you to
set up a boundry and I, for a fact, dont wanna see any of my friends
dead and thats why i cut caitie off..not just cuz i wanted to bitch at
her but because i love her and to know that she could end up being the
one dead hurts me and i dont know how i would deal with it..so i'll try
and prevent it and i know by writing this in my journal isnt gonna
change the world..but guys do you really wanna risk your life because
of peer pressure? rethink that before you end up losing your life or
causing someone else's life...
around 4ishh in the morning everyone decided to leave..adam gave me a
big hug*i really think i like him..he likes me because he told me but i
might just give him a chance...we'll see but besides that we all had a
good night..im glad liz did..*wink wink* lol and i love her to death and to see her happy is like a wish come true..love
youu twinn..thenn we woke upp this morning...caitie had some problems
to get to work but hopefully she's alright and now im home tired and
about to take a napp...maybe ill update later
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| MOTHERLESS CUNT$ ON A STiCK |
[22 Aug 2005|12:36am] |
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so what*sz good homiesz[?] todayy rosey came overr cuz you know
we thought we WERE gonna chill with paolo&anthony but no that wasnt
the case today huh? we waited for themm for atleast an hour&a
half..we got no fone call no nothing..waiting for themm motherless cunts on a stick
to atleast call us but N000000 ..ohh well while we were waiting in the
park we were fucking being followed and hit on by a bunch of none other
than mexicans who have no life..AND a mob of freaks came and started
smokinn weed..but maybe its cuz we were at their weed spot..iT SMELLED
S0 EFFiN BAD..GR0SS...soo we went and ate pizza came back to my housee
and now ro$ey is putting on her claws haha who goes to a nail salon
when you got amy? lol..yea thats about it for today...g00dnightt*
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| is it my fault that y0u d0nt l0ve me? |
[20 Aug 2005|12:56am] |
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THE PAST C0UPLE DAYSz HAVE BEEN 0KAYY..LAST NiGHT PA0L0 ANTH0NY AND
EN0CH CAME AND ViSiTED M..THEY MAKE ME LAUGH S00 MUCHH..S0 WE CHiLLED
F0R A WEE BiT AND THEN THEY LEFT...SEE GUYSz MY H00D iSNT THAT BADD..i
FREAKiNN L0VE THEMM
T0DAYY CHRiSTiNAA CAME 0VERR AND WE WERE G0NNA G0 T0 THE P00L BUT
BECAUSE M0THERR NATURE WASNT FEELiNN 0UR PLANS..iT RAiNED =[ BUT
WHATEVERR.S0 WE DECiDED T0 WALK iN THE P0URiNG RAiN T0 G0 ViSiT MY
0THERR L0VE JUSTiN..S00 WE JUST ATEE T0GETHERR BUT WE HAD LiKE THE 0NLY
USELESS C0NVERSATi0NS..FUNNY TH0..L0L.. WE WERE THERE F0R A G00D 2
HOURS BUT THE F00D WAS S000 G000D..JUST T00 MUCHH BUT i L0VED iT..i
L0VEE JUSTiN HE PAiDD..HEY i 0FFERED MY F0UR DOLLARS..L0L..WE THEN
WALKEDD BACK T0 MY H0USE..TALKED S0ME M0REE..TALKED T0 MY GUYSz =] AND
THENN CHRiSTiNAA LEFT *TEAR* BUT 0MGGG WHEN SHE C0MES BACKK..H0LY SHiT
WE HAVE S0 MUCHH FUCKiNG AR0UND T0 D0....HAHA i L0VE THAT GiRLL..iT WAS
A G00D DAYY
GUYS ARE STUPiD BUT i L0VE THEM
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[31 Jul 2005|08:15pm] |
A - Age of 1st kiss: 13 i THiNK
B - Band you are listening to right now: BACKSTREET B0YS..YEA YEA D0NT HATE
C - Crush:HMMM..i W0NDERR <33
D - Dad's name: PEDR0
E - Easiest person to talk to: LiZz..R0SEY..MiCKi & SEXiiMAMA
F - Favorite ice cream: CHOCOLATE CHiP COOKiE DOUGH
G - Gummy worms or gummy bears?HAHA BOTHH
H - Hometown: Yonkers
I - Instruments: i KNOW A LiL GUITARR..JUST A LiL..AND DOES THE KEYBOARD COUNT? LOL
J - Junior high: ST. PETERS
K - Kids: i LOVE THEM
L - Longest car ride ever: TO ATLANTiC CiTY..THAT WAS SO FREAKiNN LONG
M - Mom's name: R0SEMARY
N - Nicknames: AMY..MiMi..SEXiiMAMA..BABYD0LL..AM*S (YEA I DERNOO)..SLUT =] AND ALOT MORE
O - One wish: THAT FOR ONCE SHiT COULD GO MY WAY
P - Phobia[s]: TOO MANY TO EVEN WRiTE ABOUTT
Q - Quote: "LET ME TELL YOU" OR "YEA THAT WAS MY STORY" HAHAH GOOD TIMES
R - Reason to smile: MY FRiENDS..S0ME FAMiLY..DEREK JETERR..BACKSTREET BOYSZ..HiM AND THE 0THERR ONE..
S - Song you sang last: COOL:GWEN STEFANi
T - Time you woke up today: 10:30
U - Unknown fact about me: i DERNO0
V - Vegetable(s) you hate: UMM i EAT EVERYTHiNG
W - Worst habit:FUCKiNNN BURPiNG HAHAHHA YEA ANYWAY
X - X-rays you've had: N0NE
Y - Your least favorite person as of right now? HHAHA..LETS SEE...TOO MANYY AND THEY KN0W WHO THEY AREE [A$$....H0LES]
Z - Zodiac sign: SC0RPi0
Name: AMARiLLYS
Single or Taken: TAKEN BUT i DONT EVEN KNOW ANYMORE =\
Sex: LADiiEE
Birthday: NOVEMBERR 17,1988
Sign: SC0RPiO
Siblings: 18 YEARR OLD BRUDDAA..HERNYY HHAHAA GOTTA LOVE HiM
Hair color: hmm.. DARKK BR0WN
Eye color: HAZELL BITCHESz
Height: 5'3
• × • R E L A T I O N S H I P S • × •
You have a boyfriend/girlfriend? YEA
How many exes do you have? UMM UNO
What is your longest relationship? 8 months...YEA
What was your shortest relationship? UHHH HAHA WE*LL FIND OUT i GUESS
• × • F A S H I O N | S T U F F • × •
Where is your favorite place to shop for clothes? ANYWHERE..AS L0NG AS iTS CUTE THENN iM GOOD
Any tattoos or piercings? a bellyring and ears
Favorite brand? i DONT CARE..iM NOT THAT FUCKiNN PiCKY
What do you wear most the time? JEANS AND A SHiRT..SOMETiMES i'LL THROW iN A SKiRT..
• × • S P E C I F I C S • × •
Do you do drugs? N0
What kind of shampoo do you use? PANTENE
What are you listening to right now? GWEN STEFANi
Who is the last person that called you? ROSEY
Where do you want to get married? HMM..iM NOT SURE YET
What would you change about yourself? NOTHiNG REALLY..iM COMFORTABLE WiTH THE WAY i AM AND LOOK
• × • F A V O R I T E S • × •
Colors? RED'S MY FAVEE BUT i LiKE YELLOW PiNK AND BLUE AS WELL
Foods? i EAT EVERYTHiNG..NO iM BEiNG SERIOUS!
subjects in school? UMM..i LiKED CHEM AND MATHH
• × • H A V E | Y O U | E V E R • × •
Skinny dipped? i ALMOST DiD WiTH FUCKiNN ADAM BUT UMM i DiDNT
Made yourself cry to get out of trouble? ALL THE TiME
Cried when someone died? YEA
Lied? HAHA iT'S PART OF MY ROUTiNE
Fallen for your best friend? YEA
Done something you regret?
NOT REALLY
• × • C U R R E N T • × •
Clothes?SHORTS AND A GAP HOODY
Annoyance?HMMM
Smell? iT SMELLS LiKE MY CURVEE PERFUMME
DVD in player? JERSEYY GiRLL i THiNKK
• × • L A S T | P E R S O N • × •
You touched? LiZ
Hugged? LiZ
You IMed? T0M
You yelled at? MY M0M..
• × • A R E | Y O U • × •
Understanding? YES..AT LEAST i THiNK i AM
Open minded? YEA
Insecure? YUPP
Random? OOHH BOY YES i AM
Moody? HAHA YOU KNOW BETTER THAN TO ASK THAT ONE
Organized? YEA
Healthy? UHHH SUREE
Shy? SOMETiMES
Difficult? YEAA i COULD BEE i GUESS
Obsessed? OOHH YEAA
Angry? DEPENDiNG ON THE SiTUATiON..BUT i GET ANGRY PRETTY QUICKLY
Sad? UMM RiGHT NOW YEA..
Happy? EHHH..COULD BE WAY MUCH HAPPiERR
Hyper? PRETTiEE TiRED
• × • W H O | D O | Y O U | W A N N A • × •
Kill? THESE GUYS WHO WiLL REMAiN NAMELESS
Slap? i DERNOO..i USUALLY GO STRAiGHT TO KiLLiNN THEMM
Get really wasted with? HAHA CAiTiE..ROSEYY..LiZ..JENNA DANNY PLUS 1
AND ADAMM <333 MY DRUNKK BUDDiES...THAT WASS A GOOD NiGHTT
Have sex with? HiM...YEA iD LOVE TO SEE YOU TRY AND FiGURE THAT ONE OUTT
• × • W H O • × •
Makes you smile? MY FRiENDS..FAMiLY.. BOYS MUSiC AND OTHERR SHiEET
Gives you a funny feeling when you see him or her?THE WORLD KN0WS BY NOW
• × • D O | Y O U | E V E R • × •
Sit on the Internet all night waiting for that special someone to get on?HAHAH NO..i HAVEE A LiFEE
Wish you were a member of the opposite sex?RiGHT NOW iD LOVE TO JUST TOO SEE WHAT HE'S THiNKiNG ABOUTT
Wish you were younger? DEFiNiTLY NOT
• × • Y O U R | T H O U G H T S • × •
I am: CONFUSEDD =\
I want: THE HUGS AND KiSSES AND THE AFFECTiON i NEED
I have: THE BESTT FRiENDS iN THE FUCKiNN WORLD
I wish: HE KNEWW EXACTLYY HOW i FELT CUZZ THENN MAYBEE i WOULDNTT BEE
FEELiNG THE WAY i AM..i WiSHH i COULDD JUSTT MAKE EVERYYONE HAPPY
I hear: ABOUT HiM ALL THE TiME
I hate: iT WHENN PPL CANT TRY TO UNDERSTAND THE SiTUATiON AND
ASSUME THAT THEY'RE RiGHT AND iM WRONG..i HATE iT WHEN PPL NAG AND
COMPLAiN ABOUT SHiET BUT CANT WORK SOMETHiNG OUT FOR THEMSELVES...i
HATE JEALOUSY AND ALL THE DRAMA THAT iT BRiNGS...i HATE FEELiNG THE WAY
THAT i AM RiGHT N0W..i JUST HATE HATE
I fear: ABOUT WHAT WiLL HAPPEN TO US
I wonder: WHAT THE FUTURE WiLL BE LiKE
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| Take my hand..take my Liife...just d0n*t take f0reverrr [!] |
[09 Jul 2005|10:47pm] |
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wow it's been a long time...school has been done for a pretty long time..passed all my regents and ii got second honors =]...besides that nothing's neww..just chilliinn at the pool and shitt..got a nice tan..wooohooo!...tomorrow im leavinn to micki*sz
house cuz i start workinn with herrr..so i'll be stayinn at her house
for well..a loooong time..but that's okayy they're used to me anyway
lol...umm what else..as for suwing..well i love himm more each and everyy single dayy...i miss himm =[
but i'll see himm soon i guess..dont knoww if i can take anotherr day
without seeing him but i'll tryy...maybe that's whats botherinn me i
dunnoo.. but i love himm..
anywho..im hungryy...G00DNiGHT <33
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so i wake up to miickii*sz
phone call because the dumb fuck went to school thinkinn the test
started at 8:15 whenn it started at freakiinnnn 12:15 STUPID! but
yea after a few phone calls she convinced me on leavinn the house to
entertain her ass in school..so i left..got there around
10:45iish..THAT'S LOVE RIGHT THERE...to leave 2hours
earlier to be with your best friend..IN SCHOOL, GOSH..FINE MICKI..joel
is all yours..HE WAS MINE WAYY BACK IN THE DAY but then i got bored
what can i say..and now i have someone else =)...soo psh! ooh and since
when is california in the east coast...you're soo dumb! haha but ii
loverss youu...took the history regents which i thought i was bloody
horrible..i hope i passed but ehh not sure..tomorrow i have chem
regents and done for the year..
G00dniight <3
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| ii find iit hard tO trust nOt Only me but every1One arOund me |
[14 Jun 2005|10:38pm] |
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last friday i went to six flags with micki caitie melissa and micki*sz parents buddy and dustin it was funn..rides were good...ride back home was soo much fun...and got really sick..spent the whole weekend sleeping..and yea
tomorrow is our last final...YES! but then i have 4 regents to take..o well..it'll come and go quickly..umm what else..tomorrow chillinnn with rosey and marilyn[?] we'll see..anywho..im tired & im gonna talk to matt cuz i miss him =)... goodnight* xoxo
cow&chicken [ ii love you]
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[09 Jun 2005|09:12pm] |
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OMGAH! last day of fuckiing classes..praiise the lord! CAN ii GET AN AMEN? nothing new..same old shit..no more jackson..no more bipolarness from sr.danielle..BUT i will miss my momma bird..ii've had cruz as a teacher since 4th grade..its sad *tear*...mr.v was the best homeroom teacher yet..i love him and i will miss him too..
tomorrow ii'm going to SiiX FLAGS with micki caitie and melissa after spanish final...we're gonna have soo much effinn fun..and yea..suwing..i love you and you made my day =) i love my chiicken more than anything..kay thats it goodnight x0x0
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| N0one kn0ws what we've been thr0ugh_*_makiing iit aiint makiing iit wiith0ut y0u=) |
[24 May 2005|10:00pm] |
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on friday caitie rosey and liz came over..chilled..we bought nicole her gift..saturday went to NiiCOLE's
for her lil kiddy party..alot of fun..cake was good..then after that
she drove us to cross county..and yea rosey and iii saw m0nster in law..WHICH IS BETTER THAN SEEING STAR WARS =)..yea and paul walked around with us..bought pizza..and thats the end of that night...
0n sunday my m0mmy left to virginia but she sh0uld be back soon..meanwhile iim here in the house with henry..blah..I LOVE MICKI AND HER ROUND ASS DOUGHNUTS..NOT
JUST ONE BUT TWO DOUGHNUTS..AND THEN MAYBE WE COULD PRACTICE OUR
SCISSORS..LMAO..the things we learn during school yea that's it..im
tired and ii wanna go to bed...
yea i love suwing..i really do =) goodnight*_
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| ii*m sick of this life |
[14 May 2005|12:25am] |
ii fucking hate guys.might as well turn lesbian..just when ii start to
fucking believe his words he proves me wrong.whatever..ooh you're 'weak'.im
weak too..BUT do you see me doing that..no..nice fucking excuse..you
could have thought of a better one you know..sad part is i love
you..but fuck itt you just threw it away..i hope you're happy..ugh..im soo fucking stupid..maybe ii should just block you out of my life..we could go back to hating eachother..i mean we hated eachother once and im sure we can do it again...but then ii love you like woah..isnt that enough? BUT NOO MAYBE IM NOT GOOD ENOUGH FOR YOU!
maybe ii wasted your goddamn time..so im sorry if ii did...ii
congradulate you on making me feel like fucking shit..GOOD JOB!..just
go ahead and forget about everything..throw everything away..pretend
like you never knew me okay? honestly..i do love you no matter what but maybe thats not enough for you
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| ii demand a recount !! |
[13 May 2005|10:02pm] |
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so this morning we're all pumped up.. MISTER V
and all of us dressed in sweats and yea we looked cute..we did
excellent in all of our activities and we didnt even place 3rd ..11 fucking B
beat us...what is the world coming to? what sucks is we put our all
into this shitt..but whatever ii had funn and soo did everyone else..ii
hope..11A is still number one in my book and im not giving up and i never will..we'll win next year ii promise you that..afterwards went home with nicole...ii had soo much fun with herr..we just hung outt and yea..iim tired..goodnight*
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